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♥ Saturday, February 20, 2010

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HELLLOHHEELLOOO !
first ,HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNI GF !=D
kay ,so ,just now go watch Valentines Day =D
with sister ,ask ppl ,only ros reply .tu pn ,she cnt come .so sad .nxt time eh ?=D
set . :D
kay ,watch it ,so fun la .and funny .i like .=D
then finish go eat LJS .
pic at sis phne ,i dont hve phne mah ):
then ,i blnje ,but she nvr finish .
ibaratkn duet ,buang kt tong sampah ,tau tak ?ahaha .=D
okayy ,i wear the new drees .SO NICEEE ,like the person wearing it(me) .ahhaha :)
k so ,tmr schling .haiyaa .
this few days ,i sleep at bro oom when he work ,bbut wen he did not work ,i sleep outside .
reason ?lizard .
ask me what hppn if want to knw .=D
gdnytes .=D

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7:09 AM

♥ Friday, February 19, 2010

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BOOOOO !
okayy ,just now ,was late to sch .
bell rang ,step into sch .so gd kn ?
i off my alarm ,accidentally .
then wakeup ,saw my sis dressing up to go to sch ,i was like ,'why nvr wake me up ?!'
and she say she dunno that i go sch .idk what she mean .
coz that time was like ,7am already !i was so rushing .run all .
then blablabla .hadafi kept sayin ,'i cant take it anymore ..' .
and i told him to shutup and i get angry .
like ,pmpn gatal !serious .so irritating .
ahahha .theeenn finish sch ,go hme .suppose to be in sch back at 1.50pm for going to the healthzone thingy .but i come late .go out of the hse at 1.50pm .gagaga .evn its suppose to be the time to reach there .i was being FORCE to go u see .
k then ,only the 7 of us .and NO sch bus .then 4 of us ,me and hasya and two of our seniors ,take taxi .i hail the cab ehh !then ask the malay uncle cn or not go there ,and he say cn .
so go ~
i prepare sweet .haha .DUH ,later headache mahh ~
then the 3 of them ,tke mr mazri car .
then reach already ,say thnkyou to uncle =D
then blabla .ke photos using hasya phne .i tke with this boy =D
its not a human .a doll sitting .but its a guy .idk what the word should be .so i talk2 to the boy .and cher was like ,'you talking to who?' and i say ,'this boy la ..' .=D
ahaha .so long i talk to him =D
i miss seeing him .ahha .then tke pic with a car . :D
then go hme ,arnd 4plus ,almost 5 .get a drink ,yoghurt .then must take MRT !wahh ,so long journey siaa !
frm whr ,idk.outram park eh ?the station .is thr any of that station nme ?idk ah .then alight at ..erm ,idk .then go cck .then fajar =D
idk how to walk .only when i hear cck ,then i knw .haha .=D
before taking the MRT cher got ask la ,want tke bus or MRT ,which one we prefer .he ask me and sya .the bus ,190 ?IDK .forget .haha .then idk how tke bus .so follow senior uh ...
then reach hme at 6.15pm .walaoweii .at the mrt ,till lrt .nvr sit .like ,1hr plus like that .DAMN tired i tell you .till now ,leg pain .
then eat at hme ,abit .i hungry .hvnt eat now .
watch tv for awhile ,sleep .
nvr go ngaji .i tired .
then wakeup ,watch tv for awhile ,came online =D
thats it .:D
tc ,nytes .byebye .=D

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6:02 AM

♥ Thursday, February 18, 2010

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hello peeppzz .=D
just now i didnt go sch ~=D
okay ,then msg ppl but all nvr reply ,except gf =D
lazy to go sch la tmr
oh yaa ,got so man test just now .
nxt time must take .
anw ,watch SANTAU just now .
its funny .evn its suppose to be scary .haha .=D
idk why ,i like to use this smile now ,=D
i feel sleepy .
urgh ,nono ,headache .
tmr got the healthzone thingy .must go thr .
k done .

today ,exactly the two months ):
i miss you still ):

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5:17 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 17, 2010

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hello !
im so happy la !
i had get the consent form to the YOG already !with bishan park secondary if im not wrong .we will be combining with them .(:
the students that signed-up for it all get it .
damn EXCITEDD LA !
and ,fri nid go healthzone .-.-"
my cca is like whatevrrr ~
seriously .
oh ya ,HAPPY 14th ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO ATIQAH !
iloveyou !

and ,little did i realise ,tmr is also ,the two months this has been happening .
the crying all .
):
and i still ,cant forget you .

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5:07 AM

♥ Tuesday, February 16, 2010

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assalamualaikum (:
so ,i wakeup so early .
at 8plus ,mom wakes me up ,ask want follow go jb or not .
then ,i go la ,with aunt ,uncle ,mom ,dad ,younger sis .
i was so mabok .had a bad headache .until need to open the window .
insyirah ,you are such a menyusahkn .
oh ya ,bought so many things .(:
2 drees .rubber band ,scarf ,eyeliner ,eyeshadow ,mascara .
thats for ME ONLY .
the rest ,buy for family other things .
mom signed up avon .
i saw so many food .gaagaagagaga .
so buy and buy and buy to bring hme (:
so happy .hahaha .
oh ya ,thnks to ucu and ucu siti .they belanje most of the things .refuse to let us pay .
evn my two dress .
oh ya ,we had breakfast at whr la idk .then afternoon ,eat at seoul garden at thr .so nice (:
then blbalbaablabalbla ..walk222 ..
go hme arnd 7plus .
done .(:
im so tired .
and yaa ,its not in order .if u knw what i mean .it should be breakfast first then shop and all .nvm .
oh ,this few days ,i've been crying again during night comes .):
nvm .
twoo moree daysss .
goodbyeee ,nytes .(:

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6:07 AM

♥ Sunday, February 14, 2010

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time passes .
everything passes by me .
all of them ,moves on .
but i missed it .
cause i cant move on .
i sat and cry .
i just can cry ,without trying to moveon .
i've tried to moveon before .
but oh dear ,i can just cry again .
i can just remember of you again .
my imagination of you ,just cames back .
those memories ,dont want to fade away .
they keep on coming and coming to my way .
it was no use .
keep on trying ,but to no avail .
to me was ,to just giveup .
no need to moveon .
just cry .
cause ,i dont want to forget you .
i cant survive without you .
im lost .
but ,i dont want to wakeup from this dream .
even its a worse nightmare of all .
let me hear those words again .
let me feel you again .
let me hold you again .
let me do all kind of stuff with you again ..
reading the old conversation between us ,wont cure my heart ..
nothing can heal my heart ,except you .YOU .you ,FAI .

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5:49 AM

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goodnight everyone (:
just now ,last min bath .so fast dressup all to meet farah at zhenghua cc .oh ya ,saw ridzman and his friend .
we watch kuda kepang with azuin ,amy ,diyanah ,ezzaty .
thats all ryte ?
then at there so fun .so much laughter .
then go hme at 8.30pm evn it has not finish yet .
oh ya ,i was so scared just now .
while walking ,got a group of the rider mc .
then so many of them ,i just walk .
then ,they disturb ! ):
they was like ,'adik ..adik ..dik ..'
i ignored .
and one of them sing the song sand by nana & achik .
he sings like this ,'nana ,nana dgrlah syg ..'
then i walk so damn fast and my heartbeat was like ,so fast .WOW .
i was damn scared la .seriously .
oh wait ,if fai were with me ,he will surely protect me and i wont feel scared ,right fai ?):
and ya ,tmr ,is the 2mths i last met you .and 18th ,2mth i lost cntct with you .
oh ya ,i miss you fai .):

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5:31 AM

♥ Saturday, February 13, 2010

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i miss you ,miss you so bad ..
i don't forget you ,oh it's so sad ..
i hope you can hear me ,i remember it clearly the day you slipped away
was the day i founded it won't be the same ..
i didn't get around to kiss you ,goodbye on the hand ..
i wish that i could see you again
i know that i can't
i've had my wakeup ,won't you wakeup ?
i keep asking why ..
and i can't take it ,it wasn't fake it ,it happened you passed by ..
now you're gone ,now you're gone ,there you go ,there you go
somewhere i can't bring you back ..
now you're gone ,now you're gone ,there you go ,there you go
somewhere you not coming back ..
):

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5:07 AM

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hello humans .(:
basically ,today wakeup help mom ,sleep again .
and wkeup ,watch tv and all .
oh ya ,make vid with sister .(:
we dance .actually she decided making it as she strted dancing and i behind her ,saying i was her shadow and i follow how she dnce .and she said cool so make a vid .
but in the end ,i dnce my own .ahass .
well ,just now play the bandoo winks and emoticon all with eirwan .
so fun (:
and i laugh and laugh non stop .thnkyou for making me not feeling sad (:
but then ,i hve no mood to talk to ppl .i mean ,ppl msg all i nvr reply .evn my p8 is so many .nvr use .
i hear songs ,and just cry again .
suddenly ,i miss you again .
hais ):

when you're gone pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone the words i need to hear to always get it through my day and make it okay ,
i miss you ..

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4:57 AM

♥ Friday, February 12, 2010

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YESS !I NOW KNW THE SONGGG !!!
ITS BY AVRIL !SLIPPED AWAY !(:
OKAY !BEST (:
OH YA ,I FORGET ,I BORROWED THE BOOK THAT IS BEST (:
K BYE ~

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6:47 AM

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hello ~
well ,yesterday i slept at 3plus in the morning .
lucky just now no lesson .
oh ya ,CNY concert was damn fun la !
MUCH BETTER THAN LAST YR !seriously ,so fun !
im so happy .ahha .and ,my sister perform in drama .acted as the maid .haha .cute ~
see la ,who her younger sis (: haha .
thenn ,the performance were all great (:
we won the first prize for the lower sec ! (: 2N1 go !
when the tiger picc appear ,i knw its our class la .
hahaha .(: im so happy .then mr kok win also for the best costume .and ms farah .and who else la .
yesterday i randomly search for songs at youtube right ,then found this one song .i found it nice .but idk the tittle !):
urgh ,who knws the song ?

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5:43 AM

♥ Thursday, February 11, 2010

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gdmorning ~
just now sleep in the afternoon ,wakeup at 1045pm .so gd ryte ?
then play comp all .
till now .just now chat w ppl ,play checkers w tirath .but now all sleep .tmr sch mah .
syafiqah will not be coming tmr .
been randomly type in and find songs .
and i fnid songs that are sad and basically ,it amkes me cry .
oh ya ,too many things happen ,and i forget what is it all .
a few more days ,it will be going to be 2mths .):
okay ,1.27am now .i think arnd 1.45am then i logout .
tc ppl (:

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9:24 AM

♥ Monday, February 8, 2010

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second post ~
well ,i hve math level test tmr .
wish me luck .
pray for me that i'll pass and when the ppr is infront of me ,i still cn rmmbr evrything .
ahhas (:
oh ya ,my p8 low .so ,im sorry if i didnt reply ur msgs (:
sape2 baek ,topupkn eh ?ahha .thnks .(:

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3:12 AM

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hello (:
i want to talk about yesterday and today .(:

07.02.10
wokeup arnd 5.15am .at that time ,was still sleepy .cos get only arnd 3hrs of sleep .
then bath ,and aftr bathing ,i was like should i go or not ?
then parents suddenly didnt let go .
so i cried ,for almost 30mins .hahaha .then almost 7am ,mom said ,'go la ,go la...' .
then i rush uh .cos should be meeting them at 7am .hahah ,so ,aftr dressup ,meet Ziee and Nelly at Jurong East .cos they already at there .then meet Khai rudy(one of the pelakon) at commonwealth .then come all his friends .WOAH !so many .me and Zie dont knw anyone .so we just keep quiet and make friends .(: then its actually not an audition .-.-" but we acted as and extra .hahaha .i was really scrd if my face was like on the tv ,cos they closeup at my area all .at there meet many actress and actor .Yong is so cute .he is actually very quiet and shy sia .haha .oh ya ,nvr go madrasah yesterday .haha .well ,me and Zie went home first after we took two scene .arnd 1.30 we walk away .cos she meeting her friend and i going johor .idk what happen .anw ,it was really riring ,one scene ,idk how many hrs they take to do it .it keep on repeating and repeating .rehearse and all that .but yeah ,i not sure if iw as at the tv .i hope not .haha .so ,for your safety ,dont watch it la .(:ahha .then ,went hme ,bath ,dressup again and went to greenridge ,meet sister there ,eat and went off to johor .oh ya ,i last went to johor when i was 7 or 8 yrs old .hahah !and the passport i make during 2005 ,and it was blank !2010 then i go johor !AHAHA .then went hme at almost 1am reach hme .i was too tired till at hme ,i walk like a drunk person .then almost 2am ,went to sleep . ~

08.02.10
wokeup at 7.20am .i set my alarm at 7.15am ,but i didnt hear it .so ,bath and all .dress up ,go sch .actually ,this is the main point that i want to say la .otw to sch ,at the lrt station theer ,i saw this guy ,HIS FACE IS EXACTLY LIKE FAI !serious !i was looking at him .but it's nt Fai la .only that his face ,looks so similar !OMG !and then he reminds me of Fai .): then i sad ): .reach sch ,then as usual ,hw do at thr .ahah .Hadafi say i pro at copy-ing .ahha (: then blabla ..and ,i've moodswing .and those who irritates me ,i scold them .sorry .the during lifeskill ,i close my eyes .i sleep ,but actually i cnt sleep .then wakeup when bell rings ,woah ,like alarm clock .ahha .then my eyes was half open .ahhas .then aftr sch ,went to pack2 the valentines day thingy for the cca .then went home with Liyana arnd 5pm . ~

Labels: ahha .(: the person reminds me of you Fai .):, i didnt give the full info abt the shooting

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2:33 AM

♥ Saturday, February 6, 2010

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ku sering terbayang ,kenangan kita bersama ~
after u left me ,i think i've changed .
and i hate it tough .
because of you ,i've changed .):

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6:11 AM

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i want to go !
now i feel like crying !):
yana ask me to go audition acting !
I REALLY WANT TO GO !
BUT MY MOM DONT LET !! ):
I WANT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

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5:09 AM

♥ Friday, February 5, 2010

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third post ~
actually i no need to post this la .
i just ,i've been crying for the past 15-20mins in front of this desktop here .
and someof my tears drop at the computer table .there are two of them .the rest just drop at ,idk whr .):
*wipe away those tears*
my tears at the computer table is COLD .okay lame .
actually i tot i wont be crying anymore .
but i still cry .
idk why .oh shit .my tears want to comeout AGAIN .
wtf la .haiyaa .
actually on the starting of 2009 ,i get hurt ryte ?yaaya .
then it happen the same .like same as in the month la .
and i was thinking ,if we were still together ,im sure u will ask me out duting Valentines Day kn ?
): *crying*
omgomg .nonono .
i need to stop here .byee

Labels: dihatiku, kau amat ku rindu .. ):

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6:22 PM

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second post .
omg ,i was listening to apit songs la from just now .
kate minat mahh .then i listen to his his ,'Tembok Derita' .
i listen from long time ago la .
but then ,i found out another one ,this girl ,she RE-make it to a LOVE VERSION one .
its so sad ): seriously ,i hearing it now .
and i cry ): arrgh .
): so sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd .

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5:21 PM

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hello again .(:
sorry for not updating .
well ,i forget what happen for the past few days .
but i remember what happen yest. during DNT lesson (:
we (me ,farah ,atiqah and ezzaty) win the strongest straw tower for our class !
im so glad .(: ALHAMDULILLAH .(: i hope we win for all of the class competition .anw ,ours cn put till 19blocks .should be cn put more uh .only that the block dont hve oredi .we were so semangat making it .well ,then got DNT test .imnotconfidentiknwiwillfail .):
well ,just now wokeup at 6.13am .kakak wake me up to help mom .
oh yaa ,currently ,hearing songs ,texting with hamka and ashraf ,fb and chatting with amirah (:
lately ,i've been crying again .
idk why ,sometimes ,its like ,i was sitting or lying down ,and my tears just flow out of my eyes .
all of a sudden .like now ,its because of hearing songs .
somehow ,i still can't forget you .
somehow ,i can still remember everything we did and talk together .
urgh ,almost 2months .):

*crying*

memang khilafku menyanyangimu ,memang khilafku menyintaimu ,tapi ku tahu semua itu tak akan kembali lagi .bukanku pinta segunung janji ,tidakku harap sinaran ini ,cumaku ingin setulus kasih kesetiaan kekal selamanya ..

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4:53 PM

♥ Wednesday, February 3, 2010

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hello .
well ,just now at sch was ,okay la .
so many things happen .
been listening to 'Sayang Maafkan Aku' song .
its so sad .
and now ,i feel like crying .
if fai would sing that song to me ):
but lucky theres my friend to talk to me .
play pantun all .
so ,i can hold back my tears ):
and ,i dont have mood ):
byeee .

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4:56 AM

♥ Tuesday, February 2, 2010

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hello humanities .
okay ,so ,just now at sch was ,okayokay luhh .
but idk how ,i get sad just now suddenly .
cos of fai ):
so ,at sch msg2 with eirwan and isma (:
then got hist. quiz .i didnt learn .so i do all anyhow . -_-
the last time quiz i got 6th position .hahss .
then got peertutoring .-.-"
then aftr that go hme .
currently chatting with eirwan ,aidil and teddy .
and listening to youtube ,my mom want to hear the song 'ya maulai'
so must let her hear .haiyaa ..haha
yesyes !soon just for laugh asia will strt !
okay ,will stop posting heree !
byee ,tc !(:

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4:52 AM