hello2 .well ,SYAFIQAH going to marry DIYANAH nxt mth la .so ?i going marry FARAH too la .(:too many affairsss (:well ,played MURDERER just now in class .with the MALAY GUYS and some of the MALAY GIRLS .before that play TURTH OR DARE for a while .yeah ,honestly ,i cried again .dunno why eh .cos i listening to the song ,i criedd . t.tthe song matches me .seriously .):that day right ,when i want sleep .suddenly rain for awhile lehh .then i look outside window uh ,i see the rain right it suddenly reminds me of FAI and me when we at the CCK block thre .then i suddenly cried .i think i cant see things which are related to me and him .the things that we've done before or the things that we've seen before together .seriously ):and ya .my hp will be totally dead soon .so i must read my msgs with him many times before i cant read it anymore .but all the msgs when before we confess to each other one la .the msgs that he confess ,and after we confess all delete already .scrd ppl see .only one ,he snd me abt christmas ,some sort of like , 'i want you for my christmas present' thingy .mine special uh he said .coz others at the behind like forward2 one .but mine dont have .he said mine special ,diff abit .(:wait ,its memories la .haiya ):still thinking that it is still happening now .):wth la .actually im tired oredi la doing all this stuff all .
cry all .
but i just cnt forget him .
until when must i live in ques ?
i mean ,just ans the simple ques cn ?
why u did this ?
why u leave me ?
why u break all ur promises and evn ur swear .
since when u did all this to me ?
since when u hve gf ?
then ,why in the first place u told me u love me ?
but in the end u leave me ?
meaning in the first place u really truly say with all ur heart or what ?
its simple ques what .then ans la .):
please Fai ):Labels: the millions time im saying the word PLEASE to you fai ):