TODAY ON 20TH JAN 2010 ,at 1.48pm ,me and SYAFIQAH GOT MARRIED !MUST TAKE NOTE OKAY !(:
*CRYING*so sad ):
i pitied myslf .
i really am crying .
i called him two time ,he pick up .but just silent .then put down .
third time ,he silent again ,so i try to say ,'hello ..fai ..fai ..'
he nvr say anitin .silent ,then he put donw again .
im tired ):
i just wntd to knw why u did this cn ?thats all .
did u patch back with ur ex ?is it ?):
haiss .if u meet me ,then u tell me everything ,then we are done .):aftr i cn forget u totally ,cn we just be friends ?haiss ):
this is what my mind say to me .insyirah ,cn u just move on ?no use on loving that guy .he doesnt love you anymore .he leaves you just like that !dont you get it ?dont be stupid cn ?u are not worth for him insyirah .LOOK !there are thousands of guys outside there !and who knws ?maybe some of them likes you !so ,cnt u just forget that guy ?dont make urslf suffer .he's not worth it la .doesnt mean u *not allowed to put* ,then u dont want to forget him at all right ?now what ?u want to hurt urslf again ?STOPIT CAN ?LISTEN TO PPL ADVICE !JUST FORGET HIM !and after my mind says that ,i replied with my heart .i dont want to be stupid .but i just love him .i knw i shuld listen to ppl advice ,i knw he does not love me animre .i knw he's not worth it .i knw theres plenty out there .i knw i shuld moveon .but i dont want ..):plsss ..):when i love ppl ,they break the promises that they make to me ,so why not i break my promises that i made to myslf ?why not right ?yes i hate my life .because of him .i suffered my life .i LOVE him .fai ,slame ni org setie kt fai .org buat ape yg fai nk .org tkd menggatal dgn lelaki laen smue bile org tk cntct dgn fai .tapi ni ke balasan yg org dpt ?fai ,org maseh sygkn fai .):*crying still*Labels: *crying all the way* ):
