♥ Monday, January 11, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
thankyou hairie for lending me ur phone just now .(:and yeahh ,i was like already upset .and mr.kok make me more angry .urgh -_-i called fai just now using hairie phne .during recess time .while i was w8ing for him to pickup ,honestly ,i was shivering .seriously .evn when im talking to him .idk why .not because of im feeling cold .but because im nervous .i forget to mention on the previous post that while i was at keathong ,i was already shivering .damn cold i tell you .its like ,,already dawn .and im alone .plus the surronding atmosphere .and coldness .fuuhhh .okkayy ,so .continue ..i talk to him otp for abt ,5min ?idk .when he pick up ,i silent for awhile then i dare to speak .the first thing i say is ,*translate in eng*'fai ,dont put down the phone kay ..pls ..' .coz im really scrd he might put down when he hear my voice .well ,mostly i talk the most .he nvr say anitin .-_-well ,hears the convo .already being summarise by me .me : fai ,i want to meet you .pls la ..fai : cannot ..me : no ..pls la ..can la ..why cannot ?fai : u will be shock la ..me : but why ?fai : you knw abt my dad illness ryte ,then i also get it what ..later u see my face u will be shock la ..idk why its illness .-.-"me :no ..i wont be shock ..i want to meet you .idc .fai :cant la .ltr u shock ..me :idc la !i said i want to meet means i want to meet la !before all that i did ask la why he nvr reply my msgs ,why i call nvr pick up ,and he rejected all .well ,then ...me :fai ,fai got gf already ryte ?fai :nolaaa ..with my face like this want hve gf ?me :why u dont want to admit ?!i knw la !just admit cn or not ?!fai :eh ,dont spout nonsence la ..u nvr see how u knw ryte ..me :eh ,i knw la ! but its true ryte ?!then he still wont admit .fai :i nid to go to class already la ..me :no nid ..fai :then i nid to study wat ..me :no nid la ..fai :i nid to go la ..ltr call again ..then suddnly silent .i try call his name for a few times .then he ans back .fai :eh ,havent put down yet ?i tot put down already ..me :i dont want to put down ..fai ..meet me kayy ?fai :i nid to go to class ...cnt la ..(or did he say ,'idk' .) .ltr call bck ,ltr call bck .syirah :alarrr ...then i silent and he say bye .so i say bye back to a very low voice .then he put down .weellll ,yeahh .that is it .haisss ..i knw he's oredi okayy .he wont tell me .seriously la ..haiyoo .wen i put down oredi i tink bck .if its true abt the i shock tingy ,why he cn go sch all ?and yaaaaa ,i try calling him aftr sch .at first he reject .sec and third time ,he nvr ans at all .just now at 8plus i tinkk ,call again ,but nvr ans .haiiss ):i wont giveup still .
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