syafiqah ,dont cry la when reading my blog .):i knw the story sad .hohos .idk eh .evn i sad all ,im crying ,i must still laugh .just to hide my sadness .i've tried everything already .
but i still ,idk ..
i knw he must have some feeling of sympathy towards me .
but ,why he treat me like this ?
evn im telling him evrything ,how i feel ,what do i think i want to do all .
haisss ..sometimes i think ,
what if im warded to the hosp. or whatevr ?will he still visit me ?
if im dead ,will he still come and see me for the last time ?
does he still care for me ?
idk why ,
i keep coughing and coughing .
then i vomitted just now .-.-"
if i were to fall sick .
i'll fall sick due to missing him .
evrytym before i goes to sleep .
i'll cry .
and ya ,
yesterday ,i cry so badly .
seriously ,
i use my pillow ,my bear ,imagine that was him ,from last time .
i hug ,then i cry .
i told him ,
i dont want to forget him .
i cant moveon .
i wntd him by my side .
i cnt moveon if theres no him in my life .
since he did this to me ,i feel as if im gone .
i need him in my life .
i really misses him .
i really love him .
i want him back ..
i dont want him to leave me ..
i dont want to let him go ..
i dont want to accept the fact ..
): *crying* ):
pls ,meet me for the last time ..cn u be kind for that day ,and follow what i want ?bring me evrywhr i wntd to go.spent the last moment with me ..aftr follow me to the plcs i wntd to go ,that u once tell me u will bring me ,then i wntd to spent my time with u at those two block again for the last time .):play wrestling and all ):and if possible ,cn i hug you for the last time ? ):*crying*theres no one that can replace you in my heart .the way you love me ,no one can try and replace it .no one can ever sing like you do .no one can have the same way of you .fai ,cant you just be with me forever ?):i've tried ,i said as he walked away ,try not to lose him ..two vibrant heart could change ..):Labels: i dont want you to leave me ...*crying*
