kay , so , long time no post . so super duper lazy . so sorry . many events actually happened . and i am really sorry frens to trouble u guys again . i knw i shouldnt do that . but i dont knw why i did that . i knw its stupid . suddenly my sadness come back . thats all . i promise not to do it again , i'll try . and , thanks to all , that trying to control me from holding the penknife the last time . and thanks to all that control me just to put plaster on my hand yesterday . i was like shoutin dh mcm org kene sampok sayin 'tknk2' . many of you control me . i cant get away , and aftr that , i throw the plaster away , right ? im sorry . i knw u all cared for me . u guys dont want me to hurt myselves . what ros said is true , i should forgive and forget . coz im hurting myselves everyday . but i just cant forgive and forget . i knw he dont love me anymore at all . no use hurting myselves over hym . i just control myselves . thats all . its just that idk why , yesterday and today , my sadness all come back . i started to cry again . and , today his monthsary . nvm , let him be happy lorhhh . its okay im hurt . actually i have make a poem like that , that time , gonna post on another post .
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