15/10/09done the D&T paper(fyi , i use the wrong paper for the orthographic drawing , hais ):) , take the nugget that i reserve , gave hasya some , went to paklong's house in a hurry .it strtd like this , im the morning my sis wake me up , tot that im late . but instead , she told me that shes gone . i still went to sch . then at paklong house , chnge cloth . sitting there , can jusst makes me cry . seeing my grandma cried , i cried to0 . seeing the ppl cried , i also cry . i knw im not that close but i just felt the sadness . i pitied for her husband , daughter and sons . i hope u all will take it sincerely and be patient . this yr raya , didnt evn sempat to go to her hse , in the end , shes gone .seeing her being 'kapan' , makes me feel sad . before stepping out from the house , i kiss her for the first and the last time . then , i followed the bus to go kebumikn . its my first time standing directly infront of the kubo , watching them tanam , hearing the ustaz reciting the doa , saying this and that . all that i see , hear , just makes me cry . i feel sad . but i knw her family feel sadder than me .time just flies away to0 fast , isn't it ? hais . let her go , god loves her more . i hope u will go to heaven .Labels: breathless, hais . ):, the last time i see her
