i've been like this for almost 2mth . i wntd to forget evrything , bt i cnt . i wntd to forgive you , bt i still cnt . maybe bcoz i still cnt accpt what u've done to me . i wntd to move and let all this be memories , evn i still cnt forget you . bt i still cnt . i fell as if i hate you sometimes . bt i do still have feelings for you . i really want to have the old me again , the one that always happy , nvr hurt herselves . i hate the new me . i bcum like this bcuz of u . u disappear frm my life , u left me all alone by myselves . u didnt evn rmmbr me . i wntd to move on bcuz of that . and there you are , appearing before me again , saying that i was right . HELLO , you are saying that the girl u've hurt all this while is right by saying that the girl u love is bad , she's a two-timer . and u beg for forgiveness , asking me to be with you again .. bt i just dunno . i give you too much chnces till u bcum like this . and now , i'm finding the ans . should i give u one last chnce ? and if i do , will u not do it again ? or u will just make the same mistake and left me again ? i mean , only aftr u knw that the girl u love is playing two-timer , then u came bck to me . then u rmmbr me ? if not , wil u want to do it ? no . u wont . u said i teach u a lesson which no other gerl had evr teach u . bt idk what . i just dunno if i should forgive and give u a last chnce or not , its damn hard .Labels: but now, i dunno .
