well2 ,
yesterday , satu2 bastard !!!
binget sak .
cahaya , in the end , last min ,
time aku dh siap , msg ,
' sory aku tk jady pegy dgn kau '
klau krg pn krg binget kn ?!
then i kol her and she say , she mls .
aftr hungup the phone , i cried . coz sedih uhy . like binget like that . nangez la .
it was like , pls lh . yg kali siang2 bolehy ckp kn .
almk .
dont want talk to her in skul .
* merajok *
so , in the end , pegy srg !
grrr .
instead of goin lot1 , go bpp .
:(
daripade plan nk mkn longjohn , tk jady !
:(
nnt puase dh tk dpt mkn tau ! org miss sak !
and , i get to knw that nabil got msg this fren of mine punyerh kwn .
name syahirah . nabil msg her .
say like this ,
' syg , i tawu u aderh mynah2 pt skola u kn ? lehy kasi satu ? '
when i knw abt this , i suddenly feel sad and cry .
why ?
mayb bcoz i still love hym ? bt i forget hym already .
mayb bcoz i trusted hym and forgive hym and giv hym another chnce and he do like this again ?
evn now i dont love hym anymore ? evn i dont hav any feelings for hym animre ? or abit ?
idk . seriously idk . why i am like this .
i msg hym . asking why he did it . evn he promise and swear he wont do it again .
and he was like , ' yg u sbok knpe ? '
idk lh .
when are u going to change nabil ?
when ?
i hope god will show u the right pave .
and make u change so0n .
vry so0n .
and then , u will realise how much u hurt me .
how much u make me cry .
and mayb to other gerls to0 .
anw , forget abt it .
hope u get ur balasan so0n . hehe .
its nt that im tk baek lh . bt mayb when u get ur balasan u will then realise ur mistake .
well , i have madrash today .
zzz . lazy to go . lagy aderh test muqaddam & the meaning and blom hafal . coz i lost my muqaddam .
so , hope ustaz let me to do nxt wk . nyahahahas .
and , i wanted to post pic , bt USB hilang . :(
sorry .
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